Bilog na naman ang buwan la la la la

gusto ko rin nang ganito.

 yung tipong makikita mo yung buwan nang pag-kalapit-lapit, you can almost touch it. panagarap. pramis gusto ko maranasan to. :))

tapos, sa pagsulyap sa malaking buwan, kasama ko 'yung pinakamamahal ko. magkahawak kamay.  pangarap. mananatili muna itong pangarap.

pero ayos lang. madali na rin naman yun. :) i'm sure.


sa ngayon, ang buwan para sa akin ay simbolismo ng mga pangarap ko sa buhay. hindi yung tipong "suntok sa buwan" ha kundi yun bang, abot-kamay. kaya nga gusto ko malapit sa buwan.:D 'Yung mga pangarap ko magiging abot-kamay na rin. ilang buwan o ilang taon na lang, alam ko, lahat 'yun makukuha ko.

samantala, kelangan ko muna mag=ayos ng pag-aral. yep. MAG-AYOS. medyo magulo na kae.:D hahaha. saka kelangan ko rin muna ayusin buhay ko. medyo magulo na rin.:D kelangan pagbutihin ang ACADS. umiwas muna a maling imluwensya. pero kailangan ding panindigan yung sa PILLARS stuffs. kasi yun na nga lang nagbibigay buhay sa black and white kong buhay. LOVELIFE? pheeeewwww. :D hahaha. klimutan na rin muna. ansakeet eee. :D hahha saka mahirap na, i might mess up. e, ako na lang nga nag-iisang anak, papalya pa?! no way! kaya dapat galingan ko. competition ba. hehe. mahira din kasi na walang ibang nakikta kasi ikaw lang. kaya, lahat, syo na! pagmamhal, galit, utos, sermon. wal man lang k-share.:D hahaha pero ayos lang. bawi naman sa ibang bagay. masaya pa rin kasi marami rin naman akong kaibigan.

for the mean time, mukhang kelangan ko ng maligo. amoy alas sais na ng gabi samantalang alas kwatro pa lang.: tapos mamaya, parang soap opera lang, manonood ako ng BUWAN.

DAUGHTER

Everything she sees

she says she wants.

Everything she wants

I see she gets.

That's my daughter in the water

everything she owns I bought her

Everything she owns.

That's my daughter in the water,

everything she knows I taught her.

Everything she knows.

Everything I say

she takes to heart.

Everything she takes

she takes apart.

That's my daughter in the water

every time she fell I caught her.

Every time she fell.

That's my daughter in the water,

I lost every time I fought her.

Yea, I lost every time.

Every time she blinks

she strikes somebody blind.

Everything she thinks

blows her tiny mind.

That's my daughter in the water,

who'd have ever thought her?

Who'd have ever thought?

That's my daughter in the water,

I lost everytime I fought her

Yea, I lost every time.

when i WAS a princess.

i was like listening to the song a friend suggested me, and hell yeah!, i was like, i miss my father.
(even if he's just two meters away from me. :( )

I MISS BEING HIS DAUGHTER.

Sad but true. As we age, there develops a gap between the bond of parents and children, of  father's and daughter's. When i was younger, I promised myself not to depart from the feelings I loved when i was a kid. the feeling that made me felt secured and happy. the feeling that whatever happens, there will always be someone out there to lift me up when i stumble, catch me when i fall and fish me out of the wide and vast sea to save me from the sharks and storms. i miss it when i was their little girl; when i was daddy's little girl. 
he would carry me around the house. he would make me feel how loved i was.

but now, everything seemed to have change.

DADDY'S LITTLE PRINCESS is a KID NO MORE. :(