la la la LOVE

bakit kaya pag in-love, paaptyulan mo lahat ng baduy sa pinak baduy na kanta, pelikula,  at tao?

hindi rin sila magiging baduy para sa'yo. in love ka e. 

pero pag hindi naman, shet, kahit konting tamis lang e nakaksuka. 

HAHAHAHAHA

hindi naman ako ganoon ka baduy kasi wala akong boypren ngayon.

pero hindi rin nman ako ganoong nasusuka sa tamis kasi sa tingin ko, umiibig rin ako, iniibig ko pa rin 'sya-- kahit hindi na kami. At sa tingin ko (at sabi rin nya) ganoon rin daw sya.

SANA.

pero hindi naman talaga ganoon kasakit umasa; lalo kung alam mong may maaasahan ka naman talaga.

sa ngayon, ang tanging magagawa ko lang ay ang maghintay. 

sabi nag ni Sir KC sa Rizal class namin (ang dami kong natutunan kay sir! puro tungkol sa pag-ibig. HAHAHA), 

"Ang taong naghihintay ay siyang nagmamahal."

Hintay-hintay rin; marami pa namang time. 

La la la la la

sabi ko, pipilitin kong gustuhin ka para ganahan ako sa trabaho.

pero HINDI pa nga ako sumusubok,

 parang nahuhulog na ako. :3

kinikilig ako 'pag nilalapitan mo 'ko.

theme song ♥

It's so high school, yes. But what can I do? It's not even my idea; t's his'. So, yeah. Here's our theme song...

Will you still love me by Chicago

Take me as I am 
Put your hand in mine now and forever 
Darling here I stand, stand before you now 
Deep inside I always knew 
It was you, you and me 
Two hearts drawn together bound by destiny 
It was you and you for me 
Every road leads to your door 
Every step I take forever more 

CHORUS: 
Just say you'll love me for the rest of your life 
I gotta lot of love and I don't want to let go 
Will you still love me for the rest of my life? 
'Cause I can't go on 
No, I can't go on 
I can't go on 
If I'm on my own 

Take me as I am 
Put your heart in mine, stay with me forever 
'Cause I am just a man who never understood 
I never had a thing to prove 
Till there was you 
You and me 
Then it all came clear so suddenly 
How close to you that I wanna be 

CHORUS 

Bridge: 
Do you believe a love could run so stong? 
Do you believe a love could pass you by? 
There was no special one for me 
I was the lonely one, you see 
But then my heart lost all control 
Now you're all that I know 

CHORUS

BUCKETLIST #2

TO MEET AND GREET LOCAL FLIPRAPPERS. :3

'Coz lately, i have been loving their music. ♥

Maria Clara by Shehyee

Biglang Liko by Ron Henley ft. Pow Chavez

Biglang Liko from Youtube

Gayuma by Abra

Gayuma also from Youtube

Tao Lang by Loonie (I can;t find a link from FB)

These are just some of the bests, artists and their work. I hope to find, listen and appreciate more. :) I hope you enjoy it!

One Art

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster,

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

- Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like a disaster. 

Elizabeth Bishop

hi blog!:) i missed you!:) did you like my come back? HAHAHA

i saw this movie,  In Her Shoes, 

with Cameron Diaz and Toni Collette as main characters. The poem was from this movie and it quite just touched me. :)

I'm back again! :D

there were so many things that happened! I've been gone for one, two months? oh well! I have just been very busy with my life. and I like it! 

sabog sabog sabog. HAHAHAHA tang utak niu. :D saka na daw ko masurat. hahaha

Once in a Blue Moon :)

When I was a kid, my mom told me I clean my room only once in a blue moon. I always thought it was literal; that the moon really looks blue like this ------>

But few years back, i realized it isn't like that.:D

When someone says that a thing happens "Once in a Blue Moon," it just means that that thing happens so rarely.

a Blue Moon takes place when a second full moon occurs within a calendar month. 

Once in a Blue Moon

"Blue moon" appears to have been a colloquial expression long before it developed its calendrical senses. According to the Oxford English Dictionary, the first reference to a blue moon comes from a proverb recorded in 1528:
If they say the moon is blue,
We must believe that it is true.

Saying the moon was blue was equivalent to saying the moon was made of green (or cream) cheese; it indicated an obvious absurdity. In the 19th century, the phrase until a blue moon developed, meaning "never." The phrase, once in a blue moon today has come to mean "every now and then" or "rarely"—whether it gained that meaning through association with the lunar event remains uncertain.
Blue Moons: myths, facts, history, and dates — Infoplease.com http://www.infoplease.com/spot/bluemoon1.html#ixzz257DMMMOd

A blue-colored moon is rare. But folklore has defined two different kinds of Blue Moons. A Blue Moon can be the second full moon in a month. Or it can be the third of four full moons in a season.

http://earthsky.org/astronomy-essentials/when-is-the-next-blue-moon

So, that's why. and luckily, tonight will be a blue moon!:D i hope not to miss looking at it tonight.

Next Blue Moon will be on 2018.:)

girl:  eee. nu man to ta nakakapot ka sa waist ni ****? seselos ako.

boy: hehe. tanu man ta nagseselos ka? dae nagni ko makapaniwala na ngibo ko 'to. pagal lang siguro.

girl:  eee. ata crush ta ka.    hahahaha. sooooo hayskul. overly attached not your girlfriend. 

boy: yeeeeee!

girl:  ano man ta yeeee? ma lang masabi?

boy: hehe. di man. natuwa lang ako kasi the feeling is mutual! :D hahaha

OOWWW EMMM GEEEEE!

hahaha.

ansaya. the feeling is mutual. wala siyang girlfriend, wala akong boyfriend.:D HAHAHA. tinanong ko siya kung bkit wal siyang girlfriend, sabi niya, di raw kase siy nlligaw. sbi ko, "sige, ligaw na!" hahahha. at ang sabi niya, "hehe I WILL...someday" turunaw ang puso ko. pati lungs saka atay.:D hahhaha SYEEETTT. :D

for a far away friend :)

not so long ago, i met this person from omegle (oh omegle! lots of dangerous people lurk in here!). he's Indian and a Hindu. but in contrast to other people's belief and perspective about Indians ( that they smell like spices and doesn't take a bah, my friend here takes a bath everyday :D HAHAH!) and people found in omegle (perverts and jerks), my friend is in fact hygienic, seems to be smelling good and is very respectful and kind and sweet, very sweet!

so, this blogpost is a tribute for him.:) 

(he's still alive, btw!HAHAHA)

SACHIN DEORA, 19

sachin is a Mechanical engineerin student in India. he knows how to play the guitar, violin and piano. he even had this youtube video where he plays the guitar while his other friend is on the vocals singing the song they both composed.

here it is! 

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=3244633767963

unfortunately, it's not uploaded in youtube so this fb link should do it.:)

Sachin is also very funny. just thinking about him makes me laugh! HAHAHA. 

kidding!:D but really, he's funny! HAHA

here are other pictures of him

this was during his sister's wedding.

this was during his wedding proposal to me. HAHAHA kidding! i don't know when or where this photo was taken. i just stole it from his fb.:D HAHAHA

(I hope he forgives me for this :3)

anyway, Sachin is really nice. i like him and i hope to see him soon.:)

nagbabalik :)

yehey!:D

uhm. dae ta magagadan kita gabos [HAHA] pero dahil mablog na ulit ako:D
pero minsan naisip ko na man ini. medyo ironic. mabuhay ka para magadan. siguro nasa aimo na man kung paano ka mabubuhay para sa kagadanan? ay inda! hahaha. pati ako ribong! basta ako, nabuhay para maging maugma! bako lang tong mga simpleng kaugmahan na panandalin kundi, sabi ngani sa philo, EUDAIMONIA daa.:) hehehe. basta!:D


nainspire na naman kaya ako ni ateng  para magsurat.:D 

 

Rica Pacardo :D

oh. gayern ni ate!:D HAHAHA.

anyways, andami nang updates dapat. kaso di talaga ko mkpagupdate kaya ito na lang.:D 

 o eto nung pumunta kami ng Palawan last May 13-19 :D 

ako, si Tristan (new found friend from the NSPC), si jepp, si jezaleh, si ricabebe, saka si tads.:D

sa tiangge ito sa palawan! andaming stuffs! at ang mura! ang saya! HAHA

 eto naman pauwi na kami. sa NAIA3 yan. hehe. ako ay isang CABIN BAGGAGE! 

eto naman, sumaydtrip ami g konte sa MOA. tas kinagbihan, umuwi na sila. ako nagpaiwan. and the next day, umuwi na rin ko.:)

<3 <3 <3

siyempre, dae man mawawara ang kakiragan ko. kaya para kunwari nag move on na ako, nagpabulog ako.:D hehehe. nag ba-bye na ko sa kulot kong buhok. namiss ko siya.:| impulsive kaya ay! pakaisip na mag pagupit, pagupit!:D hehehe. okay lang. naka 50+ likes na man sa fb.:D HAHAHAHA so, here is my new hairstyle.:D ---->>>

oh diba!:D bongga! say mo ate?:D hahaha

tapos, happiness pa ta nakag release na rin kami ng JUNE ISH ng thePILLARS!:D ong soyo soyo!:o hehe bisita na lang sa

 www.thepillarspub.com

:)

hanggang dito na lang muna. paalam. :*

Bilog na naman ang buwan la la la la

gusto ko rin nang ganito.

 yung tipong makikita mo yung buwan nang pag-kalapit-lapit, you can almost touch it. panagarap. pramis gusto ko maranasan to. :))

tapos, sa pagsulyap sa malaking buwan, kasama ko 'yung pinakamamahal ko. magkahawak kamay.  pangarap. mananatili muna itong pangarap.

pero ayos lang. madali na rin naman yun. :) i'm sure.


sa ngayon, ang buwan para sa akin ay simbolismo ng mga pangarap ko sa buhay. hindi yung tipong "suntok sa buwan" ha kundi yun bang, abot-kamay. kaya nga gusto ko malapit sa buwan.:D 'Yung mga pangarap ko magiging abot-kamay na rin. ilang buwan o ilang taon na lang, alam ko, lahat 'yun makukuha ko.

samantala, kelangan ko muna mag=ayos ng pag-aral. yep. MAG-AYOS. medyo magulo na kae.:D hahaha. saka kelangan ko rin muna ayusin buhay ko. medyo magulo na rin.:D kelangan pagbutihin ang ACADS. umiwas muna a maling imluwensya. pero kailangan ding panindigan yung sa PILLARS stuffs. kasi yun na nga lang nagbibigay buhay sa black and white kong buhay. LOVELIFE? pheeeewwww. :D hahaha. klimutan na rin muna. ansakeet eee. :D hahha saka mahirap na, i might mess up. e, ako na lang nga nag-iisang anak, papalya pa?! no way! kaya dapat galingan ko. competition ba. hehe. mahira din kasi na walang ibang nakikta kasi ikaw lang. kaya, lahat, syo na! pagmamhal, galit, utos, sermon. wal man lang k-share.:D hahaha pero ayos lang. bawi naman sa ibang bagay. masaya pa rin kasi marami rin naman akong kaibigan.

for the mean time, mukhang kelangan ko ng maligo. amoy alas sais na ng gabi samantalang alas kwatro pa lang.: tapos mamaya, parang soap opera lang, manonood ako ng BUWAN.

:')

IRONIC, happy pero crying. hahaha.it's either nababaliw na o tears of joy. 

andaming issues. wala na naman mashare'an na tipong di mo mafefeel na sa loob loob nila, "eto na naman magkekwento si yhen ng mga bagay na walang kakwenta kwenta." hirap kasi minsan feeling ko, i'm not making sense at all (idea from jheaz :D) and no one helps you to make any sense. wlang kakwenta2 na ang mga bagay. superficial na ang lahat. feeling ko lahat ng ginagawa ko mauuwi sa wala. VAIN. all done in vain. feeling ko, wala akong nagagawang tama. feeling ko ang babaw kong tao. feeling ko balewala. kaya ansarap matulog ee. ung tipong di ka na magigising. kasi pakiramdam ko, wala rn namang manghihinayang pag nawala ako. i'm just a dot in an infinite-sized piece of paper.it's as if nobody cares. pathetic. nagseself-pity na naman ako.

woooohhooooo! 

OPTIMISTIC LEVEL UP!

maganda ang buhay! at ayos lang din na mag-isa ka paminsan-pinsan. you get to know yourself better, find time for other things, you get to know more people, you find other interests, and you somehow forget the things you should not remember.

maganda ang buhay!
kasi may pamilya akong buo.
kasi may mga kaibigan akong literal na geographical distance na mahigit kumulang 25km lang ang pagitan.
dahil hinhintay ko na lang ang tamang oras at panahon para magkasama kami. dalawang taon? kayang kaya! :D
kasi marami akong oras para s sarili at para gawin yng mga bagay na gusto ko.

maganda ang buhay!

DAHIL BUHAY PA AKO. :)

NEWS diretso LAY OUTING

akala ko imposible.
akala ko di na mangyayari.
akala ko lang pala.


nagayon, ako ay masaya.
sa wakas ang biro ay naging katotohanan.
ang mga pangyayari ay nauwi sa mag hindi inaasahan.


maglakad papunta sa ung saan ako ulit ay mamamaalam;
isang tipikal na gawain. walang bago.
ngunit nung ikaw ang nakasama,
ah, sana wla ng uwian.
kahit sana maglakad tayo ng mas malayo-layo pa, ayos lang.


noon humingi ako ng senyas:
yung lalaki na tila magsusuklay ng buhok ko, 
siya nang mamahalin.
nagulat na lang bigla kagabi ng ito ay iyong gawin.


ikaw na nga ba talaga? 
hm. ako, para sa iyo ay una.
isang karangalan ba para sa akin?
oo.
bihira na kasi 'yong tulad mo.
at maliban sa dahilan ng oras dahil sa 
dami ng iyong ginagawa, 
wala ng ibang makakahadlang pa.
at ngayon, pinili na ipapagpautloy at sumubok ng bago, 
ano kaya ang naghihintay para sa atin?


ako ay masaya.:D ♥♥♥ HARVZ

NAG-IISIP MAN AKO MINSAN.

minsan naisip mo naman
na minsan naiisip ta ka?
o kaya naisip mo ma daw
na madalas, ika ang iniisip ko?
paminsan-minsan nag-iisip ako 
kung ano man daw ang nasa isip mo.
napapaisip lugod ako kung ano ang
 iniisip mo ngunyan.
napapaisip ako, muya ko garo kung
naiisiapn mo man akong isipon.
basta ako ugma ta pag tungkol 
saimo, pinag-iisipan ko talaga.
napapaisip lugod ulit ako kung
ano ang iniisip mo ngunyan.

02FEB2011

ang bago kong paboritong kulay. :)

dati gusto ko green

pero nung nakilala kita,

gusto ko na nag BLUE. :)

naiinlab na yata ako sayo.

ba't ba ambaet mo?

haha.

masaya ako pag kasama mo.

komportable kahit di ako magpulbo.

heto na naman me.

padalos-dalos.

hindi nag-iisip ng maayos.

malay ko ab kung kaibigan lang talaga 

turing mo diba?

malay ko din ba, hindi ko rin ito inasahan

ee kasi nung una, 

ang suplado mo.:D

hahaha. basta masaya ako.

ee ano naman kung di mo ko gusto?

kahit na pag-21 mo pa balak magseryoso,

maghihintay ako at aasa kahit papa'no.

wala man  akong karapatan 

na masaktan o magselos,

o ang buhay mo, ako ang mag-ayos,

dito pa rin ako,

bilang kaibigan ba.

alam ko naamn na bilang kaibigan,

di mo ko sasaktan.

15FEB2011
01:01am