BUCKETLIST #2

TO MEET AND GREET LOCAL FLIPRAPPERS. :3

'Coz lately, i have been loving their music. ♥

Maria Clara by Shehyee

Biglang Liko by Ron Henley ft. Pow Chavez

Biglang Liko from Youtube

Gayuma by Abra

Gayuma also from Youtube

Tao Lang by Loonie (I can;t find a link from FB)

These are just some of the bests, artists and their work. I hope to find, listen and appreciate more. :) I hope you enjoy it!

PANGET!

NAKAKALOKA! may discrimination talaga maski nuarin between good looking ones and mga not so good looking. Pati sa mga barya! si mga malalatum na singko pinasuhay tas pinapalitan. ini ang naiisip ko habang ginigibo ko to subago sa OJT.@@

I Carry Your Heart With Me

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in 
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)

i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

~E. E. Cummings

One Art

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster,

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

- Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like a disaster. 

Elizabeth Bishop

hi blog!:) i missed you!:) did you like my come back? HAHAHA

i saw this movie,  In Her Shoes, 

with Cameron Diaz and Toni Collette as main characters. The poem was from this movie and it quite just touched me. :)

I'm back again! :D

there were so many things that happened! I've been gone for one, two months? oh well! I have just been very busy with my life. and I like it! 

sabog sabog sabog. HAHAHAHA tang utak niu. :D saka na daw ko masurat. hahaha

Yeeeey!

NEW template!

HAPPINESS.:)

:'|

NAUUYAM AKO.

sa sobrang kauyaman ko, sa dae ko aram na rason, gusto ko lang magparahibi.:(

pota man kaya yan. pota talaga. uuuuuuuuuuuuyyyyyyyyyaaaaaam! grrrrr.

TANGINA

nakakasuka.

Bucket list #1

http://liveandloveoutloud.com/2010/07/08/my-bucket-list-100-things-im-dying-to-do-before-i-die/

this link up here is one of the best bucket lists I've ever seen. how i wish to have one. i'm so lazy to do it .:D soon .:)
my bucketlist may not be in any particular order and this may be composed of mostly places i'd like to visit someday.:)

to start,

STAIRWAY to HEAVEN in Oahu,  Hawaii.:)
Stairway to Heaven, Oahu


The hike up the Stairway to Heaven (see more photos), also known as Haiku Stairs, is one of the most popular of Oahu's "forbidden" trails. In the past, people used to climb up here for the fantastic panoramic views, which await all those who made it to the top. The hike is difficult. First you have to make the 2,120-foot, 3,922-step ascent. But even though the trail is closed today, some avid hikers go anyway because of the spectacular view that awaits from the top.

The stairway was originally built for the U.S. Coast Guard to allow access to the LORAN radio antenna on the top of the mountain. But the later termination of Omega Station operations also led to the cessation of stair maintenance. Because of this, the stairs became terribly worn and dangerous. So the state later officially closed the stairs to the public in 1987.

As of 2003, the Haiku Stairs have been completely repaired, which cost the city $875,000. However, legal access is currently still on hold. Up until today, there is no legal entrance to the Stairway to Heaven/Haiku Stairs. If you attempt to hike here, expect to be turned away or cited by Honolulu Police. Hikers have been parking in the residential area, which is limited and frowned upon by residents.
http://www.to-hawaii.com/oahu/attractions/stairwaytoheaven.php

Once in a Blue Moon :)

When I was a kid, my mom told me I clean my room only once in a blue moon. I always thought it was literal; that the moon really looks blue like this ------>

But few years back, i realized it isn't like that.:D

When someone says that a thing happens "Once in a Blue Moon," it just means that that thing happens so rarely.

a Blue Moon takes place when a second full moon occurs within a calendar month. 

Once in a Blue Moon

"Blue moon" appears to have been a colloquial expression long before it developed its calendrical senses. According to the Oxford English Dictionary, the first reference to a blue moon comes from a proverb recorded in 1528:
If they say the moon is blue,
We must believe that it is true.

Saying the moon was blue was equivalent to saying the moon was made of green (or cream) cheese; it indicated an obvious absurdity. In the 19th century, the phrase until a blue moon developed, meaning "never." The phrase, once in a blue moon today has come to mean "every now and then" or "rarely"—whether it gained that meaning through association with the lunar event remains uncertain.
Blue Moons: myths, facts, history, and dates — Infoplease.com http://www.infoplease.com/spot/bluemoon1.html#ixzz257DMMMOd

A blue-colored moon is rare. But folklore has defined two different kinds of Blue Moons. A Blue Moon can be the second full moon in a month. Or it can be the third of four full moons in a season.

http://earthsky.org/astronomy-essentials/when-is-the-next-blue-moon

So, that's why. and luckily, tonight will be a blue moon!:D i hope not to miss looking at it tonight.

Next Blue Moon will be on 2018.:)

UUUUUGGGGHH.

Andami nang nangyayari at hindi ko alam kung ano na ang isusulat. >____<

andaming gumugulo sa utak ko ngayon.:( pero sa dinami dami na naiisip ko, laging KAMATAYAN, pagkawala, kawalan at kakulangan. heto na naman. eemo na naman.

Ayun, namatay na ang minamahal ng marami na si Sec. Jesse Robredo. Marami ang nalungkot at nagluksa para sa kanya. swerte niya. maraming NAGMAMAHAL sa kanya. Samantala, katulad ng 'di inaasahang pagkamatay ni sir Jesse, namatay din ang pamangkin ko (anak ng pinsan ko. wala akong kapatid). Apat na buwang taong gulang. Ngunit hindi tulad kay Sec Jesse, kaunti lang ang nakaalam at may pakialam sa Kawalng ito.
Hindi naman ako ganoon pa kalapit sa pamangkin kong 'yon pero nung makita ko nang humahagulgol at magang-maga ang maga mata ni ate Joy, ayun, affected na rin ako. Naalala ko 'yung kanta ni Bambu na the Love: 

"the love when a father has to bury his daughter"

sakit siguro nun sa part nila ate Joy at kuya Julius.:( nakakalungkot talaga. Sayang kay Kristelle.

REST IN PEACE, †NINI.

girl:  eee. nu man to ta nakakapot ka sa waist ni ****? seselos ako.

boy: hehe. tanu man ta nagseselos ka? dae nagni ko makapaniwala na ngibo ko 'to. pagal lang siguro.

girl:  eee. ata crush ta ka.    hahahaha. sooooo hayskul. overly attached not your girlfriend. 

boy: yeeeeee!

girl:  ano man ta yeeee? ma lang masabi?

boy: hehe. di man. natuwa lang ako kasi the feeling is mutual! :D hahaha

OOWWW EMMM GEEEEE!

hahaha.

ansaya. the feeling is mutual. wala siyang girlfriend, wala akong boyfriend.:D HAHAHA. tinanong ko siya kung bkit wal siyang girlfriend, sabi niya, di raw kase siy nlligaw. sbi ko, "sige, ligaw na!" hahahha. at ang sabi niya, "hehe I WILL...someday" turunaw ang puso ko. pati lungs saka atay.:D hahhaha SYEEETTT. :D

for a far away friend :)

not so long ago, i met this person from omegle (oh omegle! lots of dangerous people lurk in here!). he's Indian and a Hindu. but in contrast to other people's belief and perspective about Indians ( that they smell like spices and doesn't take a bah, my friend here takes a bath everyday :D HAHAH!) and people found in omegle (perverts and jerks), my friend is in fact hygienic, seems to be smelling good and is very respectful and kind and sweet, very sweet!

so, this blogpost is a tribute for him.:) 

(he's still alive, btw!HAHAHA)

SACHIN DEORA, 19

sachin is a Mechanical engineerin student in India. he knows how to play the guitar, violin and piano. he even had this youtube video where he plays the guitar while his other friend is on the vocals singing the song they both composed.

here it is! 

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=3244633767963

unfortunately, it's not uploaded in youtube so this fb link should do it.:)

Sachin is also very funny. just thinking about him makes me laugh! HAHAHA. 

kidding!:D but really, he's funny! HAHA

here are other pictures of him

this was during his sister's wedding.

this was during his wedding proposal to me. HAHAHA kidding! i don't know when or where this photo was taken. i just stole it from his fb.:D HAHAHA

(I hope he forgives me for this :3)

anyway, Sachin is really nice. i like him and i hope to see him soon.:)

nagbabalik :)

yehey!:D

uhm. dae ta magagadan kita gabos [HAHA] pero dahil mablog na ulit ako:D
pero minsan naisip ko na man ini. medyo ironic. mabuhay ka para magadan. siguro nasa aimo na man kung paano ka mabubuhay para sa kagadanan? ay inda! hahaha. pati ako ribong! basta ako, nabuhay para maging maugma! bako lang tong mga simpleng kaugmahan na panandalin kundi, sabi ngani sa philo, EUDAIMONIA daa.:) hehehe. basta!:D


nainspire na naman kaya ako ni ateng  para magsurat.:D 

 

Rica Pacardo :D

oh. gayern ni ate!:D HAHAHA.

anyways, andami nang updates dapat. kaso di talaga ko mkpagupdate kaya ito na lang.:D 

 o eto nung pumunta kami ng Palawan last May 13-19 :D 

ako, si Tristan (new found friend from the NSPC), si jepp, si jezaleh, si ricabebe, saka si tads.:D

sa tiangge ito sa palawan! andaming stuffs! at ang mura! ang saya! HAHA

 eto naman pauwi na kami. sa NAIA3 yan. hehe. ako ay isang CABIN BAGGAGE! 

eto naman, sumaydtrip ami g konte sa MOA. tas kinagbihan, umuwi na sila. ako nagpaiwan. and the next day, umuwi na rin ko.:)

<3 <3 <3

siyempre, dae man mawawara ang kakiragan ko. kaya para kunwari nag move on na ako, nagpabulog ako.:D hehehe. nag ba-bye na ko sa kulot kong buhok. namiss ko siya.:| impulsive kaya ay! pakaisip na mag pagupit, pagupit!:D hehehe. okay lang. naka 50+ likes na man sa fb.:D HAHAHAHA so, here is my new hairstyle.:D ---->>>

oh diba!:D bongga! say mo ate?:D hahaha

tapos, happiness pa ta nakag release na rin kami ng JUNE ISH ng thePILLARS!:D ong soyo soyo!:o hehe bisita na lang sa

 www.thepillarspub.com

:)

hanggang dito na lang muna. paalam. :*

Bilog na naman ang buwan la la la la

gusto ko rin nang ganito.

 yung tipong makikita mo yung buwan nang pag-kalapit-lapit, you can almost touch it. panagarap. pramis gusto ko maranasan to. :))

tapos, sa pagsulyap sa malaking buwan, kasama ko 'yung pinakamamahal ko. magkahawak kamay.  pangarap. mananatili muna itong pangarap.

pero ayos lang. madali na rin naman yun. :) i'm sure.


sa ngayon, ang buwan para sa akin ay simbolismo ng mga pangarap ko sa buhay. hindi yung tipong "suntok sa buwan" ha kundi yun bang, abot-kamay. kaya nga gusto ko malapit sa buwan.:D 'Yung mga pangarap ko magiging abot-kamay na rin. ilang buwan o ilang taon na lang, alam ko, lahat 'yun makukuha ko.

samantala, kelangan ko muna mag=ayos ng pag-aral. yep. MAG-AYOS. medyo magulo na kae.:D hahaha. saka kelangan ko rin muna ayusin buhay ko. medyo magulo na rin.:D kelangan pagbutihin ang ACADS. umiwas muna a maling imluwensya. pero kailangan ding panindigan yung sa PILLARS stuffs. kasi yun na nga lang nagbibigay buhay sa black and white kong buhay. LOVELIFE? pheeeewwww. :D hahaha. klimutan na rin muna. ansakeet eee. :D hahha saka mahirap na, i might mess up. e, ako na lang nga nag-iisang anak, papalya pa?! no way! kaya dapat galingan ko. competition ba. hehe. mahira din kasi na walang ibang nakikta kasi ikaw lang. kaya, lahat, syo na! pagmamhal, galit, utos, sermon. wal man lang k-share.:D hahaha pero ayos lang. bawi naman sa ibang bagay. masaya pa rin kasi marami rin naman akong kaibigan.

for the mean time, mukhang kelangan ko ng maligo. amoy alas sais na ng gabi samantalang alas kwatro pa lang.: tapos mamaya, parang soap opera lang, manonood ako ng BUWAN.

paano nga ba?

oh. this song. nakakainis na nakakatuwa na nakakasad. well, more of nakakasad. :'(

Paano Sasabihin – Join The Club

Ilang saglit sa isipan, biglang wala ka na

Ang panaginip ay hindi pala tunay

At pano maitatangi, hinahanap pala

Sana’y madama muli ang sandali

 Chorus

Paano sasabihin sa iyo

Ililihim ko pa ba

Paano kung mayroon ka ng iba

Malilihim ko pa ba

Nilalayo ang isipan, ayaw ng balikan

At bakit ba kay kulit, hindi naman maiwan

Ilang saglit sa isipan at parang kay tagal

Sana’y madama muli ang sandali

Paano sasabihin

Listen to Songs: http://videokeman.com/jointheclub/paano-sasabihin/#ixzz1u4aFT7Kp

:')

IRONIC, happy pero crying. hahaha.it's either nababaliw na o tears of joy. 

andaming issues. wala na naman mashare'an na tipong di mo mafefeel na sa loob loob nila, "eto na naman magkekwento si yhen ng mga bagay na walang kakwenta kwenta." hirap kasi minsan feeling ko, i'm not making sense at all (idea from jheaz :D) and no one helps you to make any sense. wlang kakwenta2 na ang mga bagay. superficial na ang lahat. feeling ko lahat ng ginagawa ko mauuwi sa wala. VAIN. all done in vain. feeling ko, wala akong nagagawang tama. feeling ko ang babaw kong tao. feeling ko balewala. kaya ansarap matulog ee. ung tipong di ka na magigising. kasi pakiramdam ko, wala rn namang manghihinayang pag nawala ako. i'm just a dot in an infinite-sized piece of paper.it's as if nobody cares. pathetic. nagseself-pity na naman ako.

woooohhooooo! 

OPTIMISTIC LEVEL UP!

maganda ang buhay! at ayos lang din na mag-isa ka paminsan-pinsan. you get to know yourself better, find time for other things, you get to know more people, you find other interests, and you somehow forget the things you should not remember.

maganda ang buhay!
kasi may pamilya akong buo.
kasi may mga kaibigan akong literal na geographical distance na mahigit kumulang 25km lang ang pagitan.
dahil hinhintay ko na lang ang tamang oras at panahon para magkasama kami. dalawang taon? kayang kaya! :D
kasi marami akong oras para s sarili at para gawin yng mga bagay na gusto ko.

maganda ang buhay!

DAHIL BUHAY PA AKO. :)

PARA SA'YO, *******

KUTOB--- may makikitang kakilala
KUTOB--- magpapabalik sa ating alaala
mali nga ata 'yung ginawa
dapat bang pagsisishan ang mga oras na nawala?
naging masaya rin naman kahit papa'no
ngunit bkit tila dito sa puso, pagsisisi ang pumupuno?

KUTOB--- naging totoo; ikaw ng nakita
KUTOB--- maling damdamin ang dala
ngayon, di mo na ako pinapansin
sa atensiyon mo, ako ay bitin
tama na siguro.pag-iwas kaya ay sapat?
ngayon sanaako'y sagutin ng tapat
sa palgay mo, ito ba ang nararapat?

TODAY I DUG A GRAVE

20APRIL2012

02:01AM

today i dug a grave

little kitten's burial was paved.

i dug deep through earth and rocks

to avoid the smell when little kitten rots

 

today i dug a grave

to bury the kitten's body

pretending that body was my old buddy's

i know, it isn't a nice way to behave

today i dug a grave

to forget ll that i gave,

to ot remember; no need to save

to start anew, to be brave

today i dug a grave

little kitten's burial was paved.

i dug deep through earth and rocks

to avoid the smell when little kitten rots

Bentesingkong Kilometro II

04:50am|03April2012

Araaldaw man giraray na mapuli ta mayong ibang uulian.

Araaldaw mababanggihan ta iyo ang kagustuhan.

Tutuyuhon na magtanaw sa bintana kan bus na marikas na araachan nagpupundo para magpababang pasahero.

Titiuson ang gutom asin kulog kang payo.

Pipiriton na lingawan ang poon.

Ngunyan na banggi mayong maaaninag na bulan o bituon.

Uran, makusog ang uran;

Madaling dae na mamaanan ang dalan.

Malipot maski saraduhon ang bintana.

Wawalaton sa inaagihan na raran ang mga pagbabahala.

Iisipon na harani na sa bababaan.

Dae makakalampas ta aram kung saen asin nuarin dapat mapundo.

Saka mamumungunan na nunca...

dae na kita magkakasabayan.

Bentesingkong Kilometro

12:36am|02Feb2012

Araaldaw akong minapuli samo.

Araaldaw nababanggihan maski minsan dae man dapat.

Asin sa lambang pagpuli,—tuyo man o dae—

 napapatanaw sa bintana kan bus na araatsan marikas,

araatsan, mapundo ta papababaon ang mga pasaherong

nagmamadaling magpuli ta gutom o tungka.

Hihilingon ang panganuron

Minsan ni dae mapaaninag ang bulan.

Minsan nagtatago ang mga bituon.

Minsan sasabayan pang uran.

Ang lipot dara kang makusog na hagip kang duros

 lalong nagsusurok sa kalamnan.

Di bale na; harani na man.

Mapapasirip na naman sa bintana ta tibaad makalampas.

Nuarin na man daw, sa pagpuli, ako saimong sasabayan?